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How does one find the strength to confront a past filled with unimaginable pain and emerge stronger on the other side? This week, we welcome back Ashley for a poignant and courageous follow-up to her previous appearance. She shares the haunting reality of her 20-year journey through sexual abuse at the hands of her father, the hidden pregnancy and abortion that ensued, and the shattering discovery of her mother's involvement. Ashley's story sheds light on the generational trauma within her family, revealing that her father's sister endured similar abuse, and highlights the complex dynamics of familial relationships marred by such experiences.

Ashley takes us through the emotional struggles of a young child feeling unseen and unheard, culminating in a suicide attempt at just five years old. We explore how early counseling attempts were sabotaged by parental manipulation, further compounding her isolation and despair. In the midst of this darkness, music became a fleeting sanctuary, offering her an emotional release from the chaos at home. Her narrative underscores the incredible resilience it takes for survivors to protect loved ones, often at great personal cost.

Faith, therapy, and self-love play pivotal roles in Ashley's healing journey. She opens up about maintaining unwavering faith despite her circumstances, grappling with forgiveness, and finding peace after a tumultuous past. Discover the transformative power of self-worth and positive self-talk as Ashley shares her inspiring turnaround, marked by significant weight loss and a renewed mindset. Her story is a testament to hope and resilience, illustrating that even the darkest times can lead to profound healing and a brighter future.

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What if you had to navigate a childhood filled with unimaginable trauma while finding solace in the simplest of moments? Join us as we sit down with Ashley, a survivor whose story will leave you both heartbroken and deeply inspired. From her early life in Gresham and Boring, Oregon, to her profound connection with animals, Ashley opens up about the complexities of her family dynamics, her father's injury during Operation Desert Storm, and the conflicting emotions she faced growing up.

Ashley shares the harrowing details of her prolonged sexual abuse at the hands of her father, starting as early as age three. Her narrative takes us through poignant and painful memories, from standing for a kindergarten photo to the torment of her birthdays, and the daily struggle to maintain any semblance of normalcy. She bravely recounts the journey of seeking justice, the emotional turmoil of disclosing the abuse, and the inner conflict of protecting potential victims while confronting her abuser. Each chapter of her story reveals the incredible resilience she demonstrated in the face of overwhelming adversity.

This episode provides an unflinching look at the lifelong impact of childhood trauma and the arduous path to healing. Ashley discusses the transformative power of therapy, the support systems that helped her through her darkest times, and the empowerment she found in reporting her abuser. Her candidness offers a powerful message about the strength required to face such trauma and the importance of shedding light on these painful truths to pave the way for healing and justice. Tune in to experience a compelling narrative of survival, resilience, and the unyielding quest for justice.

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"Robbery in Progress"...You're Blocks away and see the suspect run from the bank....brown paper bag under his arm and you are in full pursuit! In this episode of Murders to Music, we explore the unpredictable and often humorous scenarios that police officers encounter, along with a detective's journey from the beat to the bandstand. From early drumbeats to live performances, our guest's musical passion gives us a glimpse into the human side behind the badge.

But it's not all about laughs and tunes. We'll also be diving into the profound impact of therapy on personal growth and healing. I share my own transformative experience with EMDR therapy, recounting a session that helped me navigate complex emotions tied to a courtroom ordeal. You'll learn how therapy can be a powerful tool for anyone grappling with trauma, and why seeking help is a vital step toward emotional well-being. Don't forget to reach out with your own stories and questions at murders2music@gmail.com.

As we look ahead, there's a lot more to anticipate. Upcoming episodes will explore the dynamic intersection of faith and law enforcement, introduce a young survivor of trauma, and feature insights from Jeff, my bandmate from Double Down. We'll also delve into support programs for first responders, like the Mighty Oaks and First Responder Resiliency Program, and I'll share my candid experiences on Dateline. Stay tuned for a blend of humor, heartfelt moments, and valuable insights – and remember to rate the show and stay connected!

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