if this mars retrograde has helped me with one thing its....

learning to FOCUS more on what YIELDS.

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my next audio offering will be on the theme of Self-Mothering,

🐚

from how to self-mother our bodies,

to how we may attract partners

or friends

who are unconsciously looking for mothers...

its gonna be juicy, and real, since i got CONTENT on this to last lifetimessss 

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and i think part of the reason we are where we are today as a SPECIES,

is because we don't know how to self-mother. (why else would someone self-inject with poison, drink poison, eat poison , etc?) 

also, we don't respect or love or truly KNOW, our real mother... 

the planet, our precious Earth.

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if this sounds like ur jam, email me

esmeraldapapoutsaki@gmail.com

and ill let u know where to find the new podcast. ❤️

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if this is not ur jam.

hope u were enriched from the past 8 months as much as I have been!

it has been a silly little dream come true to share my voice with u! 

i wish u well. ❤️

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mats love, 

and happy new year. 

e. 

" for women who had their uterus removed OR from OTHER CoMPLICATIONS"

wink wink

like highly dangerous experimental injections proven to harm reproductive system

-- edw de masame logia. 

No to LAB GROWN BABIES.

Germs are natural. Enough is ENOUGH !!! 

Germ Theory < Terrain Theory.

.. That's for Bambino, MA! --- ❤️

only kyle dunnigan can ease my heart from the tragedy that is life. 

song: Sotiria Bellou.

e. 

🇬🇷 Lyrics: 🎶

Listen to the whispering earth

Listen to the blowing wind

Listen to the whirling water

Listen to the chirping birds

Listen to the flowing streams

Listen to the echoing mountains

They speak of wounds

They are begging you If you remain silent, they will be lost

They are calling you Listen We are all one Everything is one

Open your heart and remember Open the eyes of your soul and remember

We are all one Everything is one Listen to your craving heart

Feel your suffering soul Listen to your inner voice

Give what you have been given

Consider what you leave to the children

Put an end to the silence We are all one Everything is one

Open your heart and remember Open the eyes of your soul and remember

We are all one Everything is one

Listen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?fbclid=IwAR2GMioTA3GLe_zQYAdjyBn-glRJlLH3vsehYgdJG9Stxc-gN9lcYm0vXKY&v=GYLWsIY4ISE&feature=youtu.be

"Μουσικοί της Νάουσας ενώνουν τις δυνάμεις τους και γίνονται φωνή για το βουνό μας, το Βέρμιο, αλλά κι όλα τα βουνά της Ελλάδας κι όχι μόνο, ολάκερης της φύσης! Θέλουμε μέσα από αυτό το τραγούδι να δώσουμε ένα δυνατό μήνυμα, αφυπνίζοντας κι ευαισθητοποιώντας παράλληλα τον κόσμο...

Ας ξεκινήσουμε λοιπόν από τον εαυτό μας, κοιτώντας βαθιά μέσα μας, ανοίγοντας την καρδιά μας κι ακούγοντας την εσωτερική καθοδήγηση για να πράττουμε πάντα το καλό και το δίκαιο. Καθότι όλοι είμαστε ένα, όλα είναι ένα! Είναι κάτι που στο βάθος το γνωρίζουμε, αλλά το έχουμε ξεχάσει. Ας το ενθυμηθούμε λοιπόν!"

"Άκου" 📝 Στίχοι: Μαρία Σταυριανίδου 🎼 Μουσική: Μαρία Πέτκου 🎬 Σκηνοθεσία: Μαρία Σταυριανίδου

e. 

🤣❤️ 

she would absolutely DESTROY my poem.

wish we were friends! 

e. 

FYI this is what a DIGNIFIED scorpio moon looks like: 🏆 🔥 

"Your humanity does not make you outdated"

"It is not in my genetic makeup to have success at all costs"

"NY times, Vogue, who cares... when you have nations selling out and willing to give up their countries, to be part of this concept of "togetherness"." 

" To talk about Jesus Christ, what it teaches you is that you don't need a lot"

"I believe in organic matter"

"Modernization for the sake of modernization is also what has gotten us to this place of confusion and depletion of natural resources".

" I believe in the core of a human being in their ability to connect to God"

full video: https://www.youtube.com/@MIATANGY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=goskM_gGONE&fbclid=IwAR12CpbEhZQ_MXWrGiXbgWzxZmrkPt-mPzcReWU5Ock8djQzLykunVkDwKc

DAMN. 

e. 

wowowowowoowwo

🤓

1st card: what is the nature of the information being revealed?

2nd card: what is the purpose of it? 

3rd card: why NOW?

---The Hanged Man ---

This card shows a man suspended from a T-shaped cross made of living wood. He is hanging upside-down, viewing the world from a completely different perspective, and his facial expression is calm and serene, suggesting that he is in this hanging position by his own choice. 

The Hanged Man reminds you that sometimes you have to put everything on hold before you can take the next step, or the Universe will do it on your behalf (and it may not always be at the most convenient time!).

You may have heard the saying, ‘What got you here won’t get you there’, and that indeed is at play in this card. The Hanged Man calls you to release the old mental models and behavioural patterns that no longer serve you so you can see your world from a new perspective and embrace new opportunities that would have otherwise been hidden from you if you didn’t hit the brakes.

Something new is emerging, and you won’t be able to see it unless you allow the time and space for it to come through.

e. 

an American comedy duo composed of comedians Bud Abbott and Lou Costello, whose work in radio, film, and television made them the most popular comedy team of the 1940s and 1950s, and the highest-paid entertainers in the world during the Second World War. 

and... 

some my fav carl jung quotes + 

and...

an old camel cigarette commercial

e. 

RIP Fall Semester,  2002. 

Life as a 5/1. 

😶

disclaimer:  as executive producer of this broadcast, I do not endorse this episode in any way, shape or form. truth be told, it has been uploaded against my very will.